| i can tell disaster is headed my way |
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| Everything is coming to a complete halt.
Somehow you crawled inside me and burrowed your way to the heart of things.
I HATE EVERYTHING YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH and for some reason, I cant stand the thought of loosing you.
Your not what you seem. Possibly harder to break than most. Your damned and undone. Farther from the surface then I can even handle.
For what its worth - you bring that same smile to my face that you did when this all begin. - the same feeling when you touch my skin.
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| crispy chicken sandwiches make me happy. and so do funny little people who im you and ask for a/s/l. its kinda creepy?
im glad that boys make people happy. because its high time that my friends were .. all smiles.
i need a shower. i smell like french fries, ugh. <3 |
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| because i don't need this right now.
and i have you and don't all at the same time|
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| oh i love how i wrote a nice little entry with pretty words and all. and and... it got deleted cause my computer sux my face off.
hah.
people ate work make me smile. and honestly. some.. just yea.
i love how im going to buy Boca burgers tonight. i am seriously stoked. and how my birthday is coming up. but i am nto even sure if it is worth celebrateing. i mean its not like i really seem to have many friends anymore. and its not like i have the money to throw a party. forget asking my parents. they would go nuts. i have a select few people who i think can tolerate me the others ones just.. well. i dont talk to many peoiple. thats about it. and im not sure if its cause of me. or cause of.. just.. distance. dontg et me wrong i'd love to have a party. and see a buncha people. and just be with everyone. but i dont see the logic. no one would come. and.. wel. it woudl just make me feel even more less then enough as i already do.
i love calling people and leaving messages. i need a new start. my name is Mae.
<3
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